ive done it. finally i said all the things ive been keeping inside. whether i'll be happier or not, that .. will be seen in a few days' time.
less than 60 days to graduation! oooohhhyeeeah. im FINALLY going to graduate!
when will i learn?
when will i learn that i am doing it all wrong?
when will i learn to see what's really true?
when will i learn to stop?
when will i learn that i will end up hurting myself the most?
when?
it's not hard. im just not willing.
sorry.
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TESSA! where have u died to! havent seen u online for a long time! dont tell me you are already on the plane back to singapore. U... a.s.s! lol. WHY WONT U JUST LET US SEND U OFF.
geesh. for those who doesnt know, tessa is my ex-roommate. She moved out of school's residence last december.
She.. was my very first roommate.
She.. taught me how to live with others, other than my family.
She.. helped me increase the number of songs in my playlist and my ipod.
She.. tried to stop me from my crazy intake of chocolate in summer.
She.. is now going back to Singapore, and i'll only see her in 2 months!
Goodbye my friend =( geesh. sounds like i will never see u again but.. thats one less person to hang out with.
and.. im picturing how things will be like next time. how many of us will actually maintain contact after graduation.. ive learnt that its hard to maintain friendships internationally. i miss my singaporean friends, i miss my sunny little island. i miss my sane life i think i used to have.
actually i think it was equally insane with schoolwork and school life but i think it was less painful.
i am so mentally tired.
me missing the SUN. im probably getting too little of it that it's affecting my mood. actually i miss the summer time when things were much simpler to handle.
hey hi ho! me not dead yet. not as dead as most of EVERYONE else's blog.
"where'd you go.." -singing it super out-of-tunedly. i'm singing alot these days to release the madness in me. where has everyone died to! people update your blogs! or has the blog phase in most teen's life starting to die out..? all too busy working.. or thinking that there isnt anymore significant day or event to blog abt.. i dont believe its the latter lar. life isnt that bad!
NO. LIFE SUX. i think i am the suay-est person on earth. i've been getting one little bad thing after another.. i think it is due to this flu im having that makes me tear 24/7. i feel like sneezing everytime i YAWN. maybe i am allergic to sleeping heh?
i attempted to change my blogskin but.. i still like my current blogskin! plain and simple. however, do you notice any difference? my blog's fontsize is bigger! hahaha
anyway, while all the secondary and primary school kiddos in singapore are having their march holiday... I WAS HAVING MINE TOO!
me neh..i went out every single daaaaay and only stayed in my residence for two nights! out of.. 7? rest assure.. i dont while my time away in clubs. stay ed in hotels outside of hamilton!
first.. me went to universities' open houses - waterloo and queen's. waterloo.. not my type. really not my type, although it has the biggest and best-est (i know the word dont exist!) mathematics faculty.. especially for actuarial science, plus best co-op programs (work and study programs, like internships).. I DONT LIKE THE
QUEENS! i dont know how to describe.. its like vjc (vicotria) to me. The school is nice.. lots and lots of castle-like buildings.. and everything is run by the students! except teaching lar. hahaha and the chemistry lab WOW-ed me. mwahahah. and their school badge.. SO MANY CROWNS! i like! LOL. im trying my best to complete the application to Queen's.. my transcripts and stuffs. boooo.
okay away with the heavy university stuffs..
I WENT TO NIAGRA FALLS FOR 2 DAYS!
1. superb factory outlets.
2. superb falls.
3. superb CHOCOLATE PLACES.
4. superb night scene.
5. went with superb friends.
6. stayed in superb hotel with a pool table! played pool at night till 1am!
PICTURES PICTURES! all taken at niagara falls..
paiseh. not much group photos. THIS IS A ME entry!
the America's side of the falls. Canada's side much nicer, but i cant take a picture of it from our side!
the bridge that connects Canada and America! YES. we are a bridge away.. sigh. if only i have american visa.. IM APPLYING WHEN I GO BACK!
that's us posing with the cute kiddy rides at the arcade. time really flies.. my butt cannot even fit the seat anymore. SIGH
".. and the recipient for the BEST DRAMA QUEEN for year 2008.. goes to.. JULIZAAAA!" *claps claps claps
there was a store that sells souvenirs relating to movies! and of course the oscar awards.. there was even a WWF store opposite!
that's.... ME! carrying a princess tin box. i think i was too high that time, i picked up alot of things and pose and take pictures!!
sara and moi.. trying on KIDDY SUNGLASSES. mine wouldnt even fit my head! sorry lar.. people got big brains mah.. *cackles
this sunglasses fitted me lar.. but.. I LOOK LIKE A RETARD. haahaha.
*GASP* dont tell his wife i kissed him!
ahhh.. my hunky, beefy tightpants man.. sara noticed that his boots were pretty.. ugly.
SPONGEY BOB.
SKYWHEEL. can see the niagara falls from up there! didnt get a chance to go on it.. next time! im definitely going back to niagara.. before i fly back to sg. =DDD
CHOCOLATES GALORE. just look at the size of that humongous hershey bar!
compare the chocolate bar to the shirt.. the chocolate bar weighs 2.5KG!
SEE SEEE SEEEE! chocolates galore!! they even show us how they make the chocolates.. all the melted chocolates.. like a giant fondue in the shop.
taking pictures with MR HERSHEY! ohhh mr hershey.. I LOVE YOUR COOKIES AND CREEEME!
notice what adrian is doing? he is putting his hands at the holes! cos we are trying to save money.. *cackles. $1 per game mah.. so we catch the balls.. no need pay! LOL we were all too broke from the berserk shopping..
POOL POOL POOL. i'm going to play pool again next week i think. =DD
i'm going to drag my brother the next time im going there.. the BRANDED factory outlets.. have GUESS, ESPRIT, ROOTS, NIKE, ESCADA.. all these at a cheeeap price. AND I BOUGHT HELL LOTS of stuffs! cant wait to show u guys when i go back! i can't use them now.. still winter. too cold to wear them out. =DDD
plus shops like.. Hardrock cafe, coca-cola.. i need more time at niagara!
okay guys!
SEE! wo bao ping an le! time for the rest of u to UPDATE!
my computer science lesson is ending in 10 minutes.. i am a good student i know.
THE TEACHER WASNT TEACHING TODAY!
4days of weekend here i come! tmr good friday.. then easter monday.. LOVIN' it
going out again this weekend!