Tuesday, May 23, 2006
it's been a long long day. but a well-rested and happy one =)
today i took my dog to the vet to have it sterilised! poor suki baby. =( oh well at least i don't have to force it to wear dog pads! but she cant walk properly and she's not allowed to eat since yesterday 10pm!! 24 hours without food and water.. oh my. surgery sure sux. i hope i dont have to go through it. i almost vommitted out my pasta when i saw the stitched up hole.
yesterday was very very unlucky, sad and full of anger. i woke up at 5am to get to school early to study.
study. however, the day went on getting scolded by teachers after teachers. haix. and i failed my first test and the second on the same day as well. boo.
however much i hate my school and wish to get out of it soon, there are still some things i look forward to as well.
my classmates were all very understanding and i realise we can all talk about anything! from girls' stuffs to guys' stuff.. hmm. =x
and i probably wronged some teachers. some people just cannot express their thoughts properly. at first we felt deeply disappointed by one of our teachers. it was so depressing to not be able to find a teacher whom we can speak to in the school without receiving sarcastic remarks and all.
but let bygones be bygones.
this phrase sounds funny - let baygons be baygons (kill mosquitoes!)tomorrow my dad is coming back! i dun think i share the same reason why im glad to see my dad tmr as my brothers. they're probably happy they've got someone to bring them to movies and eat seoul garden and most importantly
extort money from. but im largely glad to see my dad alive and healthy!every night i pray that my parents will always be healthy and happy. especially my dad. most of the time alone at indo, we'll never know if anything happens to him. =/ haix. i feel so guilty to be such a lousy daughter. i never call or sms him unless my mom ask me to seek permission from him to buy things like computer, handphones, piano etc. actually dun nid seek permission cause my dad will definitely not say no but it's just our duty to report to him.
haix. me forever calling him just to get money money money. there are times when i just wan to tok with him normally but i just cant find a topic to tok about. haix. haix. haix. he works so hard just to provide us the money. money. money. he doesnt even spend on any luxuries except movies with us.=/
WAKE UP JULIZA! LIFE IS NOT ABOUT MONEY.sadly, recently money is a big deal to me. cause i wanna learn how to shop for clothes. with my own money! but my mom is so evil sometimes. after telling her how much i earned, she finds excuses to make me pay for all of my expenses.
from 150 to 100 .. so sad. no more shopping for me.
poor poor girl i am.
[ju]
juliza ranted @5/23/2006 10:34:00 PM;