silence. i need silence and peace. my house is chaotic and i just feel like destroying something. anything.
but finally my family have gone to snow city.. -_-
-silence-
yesterday i was told that a fren of mine passed away. i cldnt believe it. if i heard that thru phone and alone at home i think i will probably cry until si qu huo lai. i cant handle news of death of someone i noe.
but it's so sudden. i just bumped into her last month at tiong bahru plaza? and she is like one of the younger workers in mac? there goes a person i can never contact again..
when i told my mom about it she mentioned that whenever she was free and felt like calling her best fren for a chat.. she realise she isnt there anymore.
i dont wan to end up like that next time. i dont wanna die but it wld be better if i die first then i wont endure such loneliness. i'm selfish.
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btw, i joined tt. and im in the team playing singles. and im participating in individuals comp. not bragging but i just wanna at least inform u guys. i've been ranting on and on about how i dun wan to join tt and i dun wan u all to see me then say " wah lau i thot u say u not joinin"
nvm. no sweat. cos im no threat =)
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all i wanna do now is slp. slp and slp.
but life's so short.
ju
1st day of term 2 was a total bore. And tiring. And sleepy.
i don't really understand the use of a base class except to allow the school to settle admin stuffs easily. -_-" oh well.
after getting used to ac's timetable i've stopped being so irritated.. i had the mood to joke and make friends.
so today wasn't that bad... i keep hanging out with yanwen, derrick, cheng hong??, xiang wei and shu tian! lolx. not bad worx. not everyone in this group is rv okay!
i've decided to get exempted from taking chinese and so every tuesday my lessons only start 2hr 40 min after assembly. And can u believe it? WE MUGGED. and im glad. i feel that i've accomplished much =D
but i still hate somethings about the school. the STRICT school rules and some practises. but then i realise im not the only one.. many people feels the same but i guess there are many other happy things to make up for them =)
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i went to airport to meet christie, dom and zixuan. hahaha. that's like... buona vista to airport.. 1 hr =)
kinda miss them lots. but gotta move on!
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should i continue with table tennis? or not?
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i'm happier and more relaxed =) trying to be consistent in doing homework so i won't do last minute work anymore.
ju.
mehhh.
first and foremost. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KIMMIN =D i'm sorry lehs. i almost forgot until i checked friendster... >_<. wish u a happy 2 years ahead and do well for A lvls and.. stay merry! my good good fren =)
this whole week of school.. was a bit crappy. i didn't quite like the orientation but my group mates were quite nice. well, i cldn't get to know them better cos i left halfway thru the orientation =P after that the 3 days of make up lectures was a waste of my time. the timetable is so disorganize and the lectures are like so not useful. and i have breaks of like 2hrs between each lectures?? cos i din attend most of them. had to seat thru sch till 1.10pm. official dismissal time.
maybe its cause i dun have a class yet. so me and my frens walk around aimlessly. btw, i made quite a few frens who were from rv too. people whom i wld have never gotten to make friends w in rv.. cos we were so different. =x
they are.... michelle! lame girl. keep going "it's like..." =P fu-er, xiao shi, kelly, yi qi, qian zhi and li ping.
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went back to vj yesterday. and saw my classmates again in gp lessons =DD i literally went crazy. lolx =D so long nvr so high before.. but i think i disturbed them quite a bit. =x bahhh. i miss them so much.
however. ironically, after visiting vj, as i walked out i was feeling glad that i wasnt posted back. i realised i got so much things i owe in vj.. i think i will probably be too tired out and cant study if i stayed. it's a new start in ac and i've been doing my tutorials even though i dun attend lectures. =)
well. can't wait to get a class =)
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recently, i have been travelling to esplanade alot on 196. its like a bus driving along my past.. from my junior college .. to my secondary school's holding site.. and to my primary school which is going to be torn down soon i guess. i've grown so much i realised. so fast.
i haven't really achieved much in life. haix. i better do so in these 2 years! i will make the best out of it. =)
happy happy. that's what i will in these 2 years.
positive attitude!
i'm glad there's someone who's alwaes there for me =) thankkew! =D
ju.
lolx. no im not dying! just some words to individuals.. look for ur group =D
first and foremost.. the people i spend most of my time in vj with.
Aquila06S47
-7 jie meis-
ningxin (da jie)
u've been a great example as a da jie =) i think ure sensible and very nice. very suited to be da jie =P and we like the same type of songs! hahaha. and we were so brave to watch the fog lar!!! =D haix. wo yi hou mei you ren pei wo during breaks le when other jie meis go sun tanning or chinese =(
melissa (er jie)
crazy woman. but ur craziness made life in vj very full of colours. im gonna miss ur luffter =D and someone to play with during gp. =) anywae i realli admire ur english!!! i was totally stunned by ur command of english. no wonder a 6-pointer =P
zixuan (san jie)
one of my closest fren in vj =P thanks for the care u've showered on me =P take care of other jie meis too okay! bah. u noe very well how i feel towards u so i need not blog it out =P
but thanks for pei-ing me to so many places.. and im glad u decided to come back for good =)
since i'm the fourth.. so skip! hehe.
christie (wu mei)
also another close fren in the class... whenever im down or i have sumthing to say i look for her =D christie u've been a great listener and classmate. and i exchanged uniform w her b4.. i look so damn guai in anglican's uniform lar.. a guai ju got see b4 or not. rare okay =P
amanda(liu mei)
u ar. big fan of MAO ZE DONG. that pervertic guy.. hahaha sorry lar i alwaes scare u by hugging u =P mummy! hahah sorry the other time i din go sentosa w u guys.. realli cldnt move my limbs lar =( but u and wanting had a great time right =D and im very sorry i cant go change combi w u.. and take lit w u. it wld have been a great subject =) consider ur subject combi carefully okay.. good luck!
wanting (qi mei)
although i have never called u qi mei b4.. u are alwaes not around lor!!! but i find u a very forgivin person. i think if it hadnt been u.. that time jts thingy i wld have died of anger. =) good luck to u in ur new class.. bahh. mug hard! =D
jie meis : i've never been realli close to so many girls (and a guy) b4.. it was different back den in my sec sch.. u've all taught me to be a nicer person.. =)
agnes
=) "fat" girl ar. dun alwaes say urself as fat lar .. cause u arent. realli u arent. and i think that u are very str8 forward sometimes but i think that's something unique abt u.. and u are damn healthy lar.. n sporty. i wish i can be like u too. and stop being so lazy. thanks for the phone calls =) i derno if i have been a good listener or not but sometimes u just call to ask abt me.. im just touched =) thanks!
my mortal weijie
although i alwaes bully u.. but u are alwaes dere somehow when im down. =) vs guys are nice. nicest bunch of guys i've ever met. somehow u shld have been my angel instead of me lor. i cldnt give u any moral support whenever i see u so moody. im sorry for being such a bad angel.. sumore the slv thing.. sorry..
my angel yong han
dear dear angel. hahaha. we alwaes work tgt for ahem and ahem's scandal ar =P zhu ni gen amanda bai tou xie lao!! and then i can get hong bao!!! =D im lucky to have a great angel like u. alwaes writing letters and actually deciphering one of them was fun. hahaha very unique u noe. but tiring lar! sorry for being moody lately but sometimes when i yak yak yak .. wahhaha can be a bit nonsensical =x
our ct rep eugene
u've been a very responsible ct rep. unlike me, slack asst. ahah. sorry if i havent help much.. and thanks for pei-ing us after sch even though u alwaes have nothing on. hahah. i noe u realli wan to stay in vj alot.. even if u cant.. cheer up kaes. =)
my "enemy" xin an
hahah. although i keep calling u enemy but there's no hate between us lar! u nid me to play cards lo. yes u do u do! especially prositute dai dee ar.. i alwaes become prostitute. -__-
sounds so wrong ar. hahaha. anywae there was this chem lesson that i felt that u were damn clever. i dunno why. hahaha anw it's been great playing cards w u although u alwaes dun lend me ur cards when i pon lessons! boooo.
hua zhou
hmmm. i like ur phone! hahaha. i think u are a cool and smart guy! jiayou okay! must get h3 physics! mayb i will also try to get then u have to teach me. hmm. and u are very nice to girls =) esp. to some ar.. scandal ar.. hahaha
dennis & yonathan
sorry!!!! dennis i noe i owe u ur shirt for a damn long time.. monday i go back to specially return u the shirt okay?
gue coba write this in indo.. hahaha campur lagi deh. ngak bisa lah. my indo sux but this period in vj i think i speak alot of indo! cool! terima kasih =P for being my classmates! both of u were the first 2 people i noe in s47.. hahah first day in class i sat in between both of u =)
si min, lu ying, shen shen, yang fan and han xiao
i've not been hanging out w u guys very often.. i derno what to say.. but i dun regret having u all as my classmates.. =) and si min. i think u shld have taken my position. im like so useless and a bad example. thanks for everything u did for the class =)
yi fan, jing chao, calvin and chen chi
yi fan n jing chao ar.. alwaes like to pon lessons!!! bad bad boys. dun pon anymore after first 3 mths lar. hahaha lectures can be fun.. i think. hehe. calvin is a pro sailer =D and u arent the dumbest in the class! stop thinking that way lar. everyone's pro in their own ways. i wan to see u sail someday =p
and chen chi recently tok to u more. hahahx u've been a quiet guy.. tok more often okay. u are quite crappy and funny u noe =))
fang shi
hey hey. i dunno where u have been recently but i dunno if u will even read this.. hmm. u're a classmate of mine that i dunno much.. stop disappearing!
last but not least.. the new members of our class.
mao lin and rachel
king and queen of cold jokes. both of u ar.. combine tgt.. ultimate lameness. i heard my angel almost died being wif u all.. hahaha but both of u ar. its quite hard to find lameness in everything but u all can somehow do it. but toking to both u.. makes me wanna bang my head against the wall sometimes..!!
hmmm. hope i havent missed out on anyone.. sorry if i did! its hard to type for 25 people..
that's all for the class =P good luck and i hope there will be more S47 outings! =D
06S47
ju.
Indeed.
Yup. i didnt get to stay in vj.. and even though i appealed.. most probably rejected. =/
Nil sine labore vs the best is yet to be. oh well. =)
i can't wait to meet new friends =D yay.
once a victorian, always a victorian. i still have that 1% chance on monday to hear that i'm still a victorian. =)
but i gotta move on. acjc is waiting for me..
i'll dedicate an n3 to the vj ppl the next time (: cause i cant possibly write letters to everyone.. bah
i'm damn disappointed.bah.
ju